HIRED

How dare you pay attention to this shallow post! Anyway, yep, I am hired as a writer/content developer and this post is one month too late. :))

For sparing me a little of your precious time, thank you. Whoever you are, I love you. I will help you one way or another. *giggles, hides behind a door*

Konfusion

Whoa. Just as I was about to start blogging about how embarrassed I am that I'm a bum, I just read how proud I was some months back. Pure irony. And I even promised in my previous blog that I would be blogging consistently, and I haven't. How useless can I get?

Well, for starters, I'm so much of a bum I don't even think I can blog properly! Augh! I hate this feeling!!! I hate my life!!! :(((

Nah. Just kidding. I don't hate my life. I love it, as a matter of fact. I'm just not proud of some things, my employment status, specifically, or lack thereof. Yes, you read right. I've graduated exactly 15 months ago, got the board exam results almost 5 months ago, and I haven't done anything relevant to my course thereafter. Not a single thing. No wait, I haven't done nothing at all! I'm that useless. No trainings, no job applications, no nothing!

My sister, albeit the fact that I love her and I miss her everyday because she's no longer around and I have no one to fight with, has been bugging me to death about applying for a flight attendant job. I think she's even more ashamed of me than I am of myself. Haha she told me she was once asked by one of her fellow flight attendants (I'm paraphrasing)... "Unsa ginabuhat sa imong manghod?" (What does you sister do?) and then she answers with "Tambay lang." I imagine her eyes rolling in shame. "Ha? Kagwapa niya. Nganong tambay lang man sya. Nganong dili man sya magapply ug FA."(She's soooo freaking beautiful, lovely, exceptionally pretty, stunning, awesome and all that!!! Why doesn't she try applying for an FA job?") And there goes my ate's proud face again.

My ate told me her job was physically, mentally, and emotionally draining. Nevertheless, I'm actually leaning towards it, instead of pursuing my course. But I don't know. I seriously don't know yet. I'm just really confused right now. And I'm just waiting for particular stuff to finish, that I wouldn't mention in here. And maybe then, I can decide. My excuse for now is that I'm young. I know I have to grow up sometime soon, very soon actually, but yeah, I'm gonna enjoy my last few months of being a carefree and unproductive mothereffing bum. Sometime soon, you'll be seeing my blog post entitled "Hired".

I pride myself on being a total bummer. How's that for starters?

I haven't been blogging lately. Not that I don't have anything interesting to write, it's just that... I don't know. I'm always out, I still have days to bum around in the house alone at times but they come few and far between. And blogging isn't always off the top of my head when I am in a lazy-ass mode. Mind you, I am in no way ranting about the way things are going for me. As a matter of fact, I totally love what has been happening to me in the past months. By far, I am at my most carefree living. I'm having the time of my life. Long story short, I am at my happiest.

Actually, I just wanted to make some readers jealous. Some are working their asses off at school or at work while I get to live the life. Well... Hahaha I kid!! No, seriously, I just want this blog post to be a start of the regular updates. From now, this blog will be up-to-date. I pinky promise. :))

Seriously, what's with men and zombies?

Admit it, he's pretty scary.

We all have our fair share of irrational fears. I remember how I despised dolls as a kid. Chucky, for that matter, is given special treatment. He never failed to give me the creeps thinking he is near in-fucking-vincible. It goes without saying that I've outgrown that silliness and it never bothered me again. Until recently, someone I know confided in me that we share the same fear. Only, he never seemed to grow out of it. hohoho :)) still makes me laugh! :D

Happy New Too-Much-To-Mention to me!

I had a pretty rough year. Er... Scratch that. I had a pretty tragic year. Tragic stuff mostly... and then some.

I graduated from college. Yay! No more student work, and a diploma to boot. Yay again! Spent months in review classes. Not much fuss about chasing down clinical instructors for signing, though. I managed to do that in just a few trips to the campus. And I took the NLE, which currently and incessantly keeps my fingers crossed. Experienced my first major heartbreak. Suffice it to say, it put tears to my eyes. But I lived! :P

Been pushed too far and got in a space where my judgment wasn't clouded anymore. Saw things like I never saw them before. Now I know how it feels to get your head off your ass. It makes it possible for rainbows to shoot out of it now.When you finally make it out of that rut, you get to realize how much you can give and how much happiness life has in store for you. Bad things happen so you appreciate the good things when they actually come. Trust me on this. I'm not saying my past was a total mishap, don't get me wrong. It served me well and made me grow the fuck up. I'm just gonna assume that it was my breeding ground for even deeper compassion. hohoho! As much as I'm embarrassed to admit it, I'm such a sucker for love! :D I will always keep in mind some lessons though so I'll be fine.

 

I'm feeling jumpy as I blog because of that one special person. My "sunshine" after the rain. The best thing that ever happened to me in 2010. I guess it wasn't so tragic after all. I guess now I don't have to love myself alone! :)

There. Now you get the picture of what's hot and what's not in my previous year. Happy New Year, Bitches! :)